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29th April 7:28pm

I know so little
Yet it hurts so much
I know it stings
Yet I love so much
The hardest thing I know
I have to do is
Walk Away ...,
Never to return
I begin today
to drift away.

God I don't wanna care
I don't wanna feel anymore
I wanna be numb forever
I wish I'd be indifferent
Indifferent to pain
Indifferent to the world around me
Never again to shed a tear
Shed all I have left today.

God help me follow through
Let me be strong,
stronger than this,
way stronger than this !!!

29th April 7:35pm

PS: I was gonna disable comments on this post ... but as an after thought here's what I'm gonna do... u can comment on it... but I won't be recommenting on this particular post.
Thanks for your cooperation in advance !

Comments

Anonymous said…
beautifully written..and i know exactly what made u pen that down. but i can only expect u to understand...baaki tujhe to pata hai i love u loads :)
April 29, 2007 at 8:33 PM
Anonymous said…
BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN!!!!
April 29, 2007 at 10:09 PM
Anonymous said…
awesome vands... >>>>>>:)<<<<<<
April 30, 2007 at 6:55 AM
Sam said…
strong.. ery strong in its essence!!
April 30, 2007 at 3:52 PM
The 'Mad' Orchid said…
Nw wt 2 say..as usual..kaamal ka hai re...
April 30, 2007 at 9:00 PM
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