Complexities Vs Simplicities ... of the mind!

Today the strangest of things happened…Bonnie asked me whats been goin on in my mind…sayin that I haven’t talked abt it much. Its strange because most often than not…she is the only one person in this world who needs no words to figure out whats goin on with me…or maybe that’s because I tell her even before I tell myself. And since there’s so much talk about blogger being therapeutic, I thought I might as well give it a try. Lets see if I manage to make some sense of this jigsaw called my life... There are a few things that broadly make up the pieces of the puzzle. As I wipe out tears that have silently rolled down from my eyes I think back to see how I’ve come to be where I am today…so where am I today? And why is it different from where I was before? The answers don’t come easily and not without mulling over and over about things that don’t make me happy. Though I do thank God every day for giving me people who make all worries seem non existent, people who’d wish for me to be happy ...

The weekend came and went and here are the three things I totally loved and I'd like to share with you guys! Abhishek Bachchan's mindblowing performance at the IIFA 2007 Yorkshire....might I mention that i found him totally hot in the red kurta :P ;) The following two beautiful songs from the soundtrack of "Just Like Heaven" starring Mark Ruffalo and Reese Witherspoon. Truly sweet :)

I'm in this ultra romantic mood right now...blame it on the music. :P I just thought of listing out a few things that I really wish make me go "awww" in this life ... For starters I want to have my special someone (who will be referred to as "him" in this post) to really be in love with me...every other thing on the list will prolly happen on its own. :P I wanna share a dance with him on a song that he knows I love. I wanna be thinking of callin him at night when he calls to tell me that he wasn't gettin sleep. I wanna lean on his shoulder and drift into mild slumber, while he watches me. I wanna hold his hand to stop him from leaving and know that he will stay. I wanna go for a long walk with him. I want us to get soaked in the rain together. I want him to call me something that no one else does...and I want to call him something that no one else does. I wanna overhear him tellin his frnds why he loves me. I wanna go shopping with him so I can see him pull ...

Its been a long time since i wrote abt something, but then nuthin worthwhile has been happening....today i'm just gonna blog abt random thoughts in my head. This is in no particular order so here goes: I start college (inhouse project) on Monday and it is quite confusing. Firstly I dunno what to make , how to make .... etc etc, have just left that till we are briefed on 11th. Plus we are expected to work in groups of three and to say that it was hard to find team members... would be an understatement. After a whole lot of confusion, some of which i didn't totally appreciate...I finally do have a group. Phew! I've been awfully bored with absolutely nuthing to do besides eating Bonnie's head after my exams ended on 2nd June and the nights are just terrible, too much to handle sometimes. Saw three movies this week, Shootout At Lokhandwala on Saturday, Prime on HBO today (Thursday) and Cheeni Kum also today. Shootout.. was the wrong choice for the last day of exams, though ...