Complexities Vs Simplicities ... of the mind!

This is kinda funny…atleast I laughed at myself. :P Aah well I’m home all the time now since my exams got over so u’d think as always I’d be glued to my comp but strangely so I had a whole lotta books to catch up on and I never really found the time until now so the 24th night or early 25th morning …whatever, when my net connection conked for the umpteenth time {I dunno whats up with MTNL, I need to keep repluggin my modem…its so buggin sometimes} I said to myself “oh lord chuck it…lemme read a bit and come back” So I picked up my long left book Above Average by Amitabha Bagchi…imagine I was stuck on the 2nd chapter for months now :O, so I read into the wee hours of the morning, slept and woke up on Christmas afternoon (yesterday) and read some more to finally finish it up in the evening. The funny part is that my Dad had been tryin to access the internet the entire day yesterday and he kept askin me to look into it as to why he cudnt visit any website despite replugging the modem a 10...

This post was written on the 13th of December…am just publishin it now. Might not be absolutely relevant right now...but just read on. I’m supposedly the ‘epitome of expression’! I dunno if its words finding me or me finding words but I do happen to string em together to say exactly what I feel most often than not. The question here now is……is it such a good thing after all? I mean yeah right, I say stuff I want to, I don’t hide feelings/thoughts but isn’t that supposed to be reciprocated some time or the other? Maybe I’ve never met someone as expressive as me, but when I really wanna feel like someone considered me worthy enough to share their ‘life’ with them…I don’t get that opportunity quite often, of coz not as much as I give it out. Am I being unreasonable by wanting to be surprised for once? I hope things mend themselves soon…there’s loadsa stuff driving me nuts anyways!

Have you ever felt jealous of a friend? Okay lemme be a lil more specific, you have two friends… say A and B; have u ever felt jealous of B coz A was giving more attention / time / thought / importance to B rather than to you? What exactly do you call this…when you can’t even voice it to either of your friends and you can’t help feeling silly about yourself? Is it really jealousy… or something else? More importantly how do you stop feeling like this?

This post was intended to be published on 11th ie day before yesterday but it got stuck in the pipeline due to lack of resources. I had to be posting this a few days ago but couldn’t afford time coz of my exams on consecutive days. Moreover I’ve got things to add that happened just these past 2 days. Happy times I won’t exactly be telling you something new if I tell you that I’m crazy …:P. This is just another one of the typically crazy things that I do. Rajat {he gets a lot a mention on this space…u ought to know him by now :)} had his birthday on the 9th of this month, and I wanted to do something special … a celebration with friends, the usual cake and treat wasn’t a possibility coz we had our exams startin from the 10th but I still had to do something. Umm now what can be possibly easy on the pocket yet thoughtful and something that conveys a lot… I thought quite a lot … even took help from Cheri, Bonnie, Supriya {Thanks guys :) } and Mum and came up with well atleast ‘something ...

Mads had tagged me what seems like centuries ago, but i guess i was too occupied to have had the time to do the middle name tag before now... The Rules: 1. Players, you must list one fact that is somehow relevant to your life for each letter of your middle name. If you don’t have a middle name, use the middle name you would have liked to have had. 2. When you are tagged you need to write your own blog-post containing your own middle name game facts. 3. At the end of your blog-post, you need to choose one person for each letter of your middle name to tag. 4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling the persons you have tagged that they’re tagged. I don't really have a middle name so im just gonna use my popular nick : 'Vands' V ery Organized : Yup thats totally me...facts to corroborate - My friends at school always knew me to be well equipped all the time, so if u had to borrow a stapler, glue, scissors, highlighters, colored pens, felt pens; all u had to do was ask V...

A simple tag which i picked up from Mann ... 1. Name one person who made you laugh last night? Nobody but somebody did make me smile though. :) 2. What were you doing at 0800? Tryin my best not to get up....snoozing for the third time :P 3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Counting Java chapters in my Sylabbus. 4. What happened to you in 2006? Met almost all the people who make up my life now! :) 5. What was the last thing you said out loud? "11 12 13 14 15 .... 22 23 24" when i was countin the Java chapters :P 6. How many beverages did you have today? Water. 7. What color is your hairbrush? Dark Green… 8. What was the last thing you paid for? Cycle Rickshaw yesterday. 9. Where were you last night? In my bed. 10. What color is your front door? Off White. 11. Where do you keep your change? In a lil zip in my wallet. 12. What’s the weather like today? Bright and sunny...with just a lil wind. 13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor? Peppermint BonBon. 14. What excites you? Music...