Complexities Vs Simplicities ... of the mind!

I dunno what world I’ve been in… but I’ve definitely been away from my world. And all this while I’ve gone through a strange range of emotions and feelings. Today was just another one of those days where I was more confused than anything else and well there are just so many reasons that I cud only hope to make sense after I’ve listed em… I’ve been experiencing what I like to call “Global Entity Crisis”. This cud very well make up a whole post as I had planned on earlier but nevertheless I’ll tell u what it is… U see my life has gone through a whole lotta behavioral changes ever since I got to college…I used to be this “happy in my own world” girl with a close peer group (mostly well okay entirely girls) and I depended on quite a lot. I did feel the lack of male bonding if I may call it that in my life but never really regretted it or anything. Ever since my school days I’ve been an easy person to be with, it’s very easy for a new person to gel with me and therefore I’ve always had a lo...

Firstly ppl sorry for my absense from my favorite space on the web but then unfortunately nuthing triggered my fingers to go tap tap tap on the keyboard to result in text on my blog ! Why am i writing today? Well because I'm confused and I need answers... It should be common knowledge that i have exams comin up... yup they're knockin on my door this Monday and will remain unwanted guests in my life till Saturday...but the problem is not that, the problem is that me the "sleep hater", the "insomniac" {actually that still holds... i still can't sleep at night} is sleepin like i fear i would forget the defination tomorrow or something like that. I dunno if its to do with the exams or just the fact that i have hellishly boring subjects and i hate sittin at home and havin nuthing better on my TDL except numbers of chapters against the name of my subjects. I feel that i need to rest to make my 'super floaty' head stay still, but it just backfires and e...

This one is just about how sometimes it gets so irritating being me. Last night after I figured out the enormous amount of work I had to do, I was wondering why I don’t ever have the time for stuff I really wanna do, rather than stuff I have to do. My morning which began way after noon was spent in looking at engagement rings with mum on amazon... so bhaiya could shortlist, something for Neha, but as fate had it we didn’t find her size in the only ring everyone liked…later when Bonnie had gone out for dinner and I was supposed to be working, he called again and I had another hour long discussion over the stone, size, color, cut, shape, clarity…everything abt her ring!!! Ok fast forward to me realizing that I needed to have read the first three chapters of my very big DBMS book in order to do the assignments I needed to submit. :O time toh tha nahi, and maine kuch bhi socha ho, the night had separate plans…. Just when I was finally settling with my books and starting work BSES decided i...

Right u read it correctly, I am contradicting the famous quote “Nobody is perfect.”, but then I have my reasons. You see I was watching this movie on HBO : The Perfect Man, and all this while I was thinking who exactly can be called a ‘perfect man’. How do you define something that complicated especially when you’re not even sure whether it exists? The movie was nearing its end when Tanuj called and here’s the part of the convo that led to this post: Me: Hello Tanuj: Hey Vandita :) {He always greets with a smile, u know over the phone too} Me: Heyy! Tanuj: kya kar rahi hai? Me: Oh I was watching HBO. Tanuj: whats on it? Me: The Perfect Man Tanuj: who’s the perfect man? Me: It’s the name of the movie. Tanuj: Who’s the perfect man? pause Me: Ummm everyone is… Tanuj: How can everyone be perfect? Me: for someone! {there I had said it, my reason for contradiction} Tanuj: Who’s the perfect man for u? Me: I don’t know. Tanuj: I thought u knew! I read somewhere that everyone has at least 6 or ...

Okay so I'm late but since CM-Chap invited anyone who read to do this tag, I thought I'd take it up. Here come ny answers... 1. Pick out a scar you have, and explain how you got it? Scar?? :-? Actually i do have a lil burn someplace i dont wanna tell u ppl... but the point is i don't really remember how i got it, I think it must have been one of those accidents with the iron when i was a lil kid. 2. What does your phone look like? Umm its looks pretty much like a normal Sony Ericsson W700i in Titanium Gold...but my fav part of my phone is the mobile hanging... its Gini now. U can have a look at it in my post Giggles Galore :) 3. What is on the walls of your bedroom? Okay we'll go in order...on the wall right in front of me is a painting of a colorful flower arrangement {painted by my maasi i guess} and right below it is a hanging mirror. The wall on my right has a nib painting of two birds on a branch {made by yours truly :)}, next to it is the huge collage i made with...

Today is realization day 2. I’ve realized that I do no good by kidding myself by praying for things to happen; things don’t happen…we make them happen! You know when u begin to tell yourself that no matter how many times you fall you will get somewhere… what you’re actually telling yourself is this : “I’m gonna walk a bit at whatever speed I want, who cares I will get somewhere and I will then learn to like the ‘somewhere’ as my ‘place’.” What’s really wrong with that statement is the fact that ‘hello! everyone, every god damn person gets somewhere’…I’ve not got to make the ‘somewhere’ as ‘my place’, that’s not OK…I’ve got to get to ‘my place’ and settle for nowhere else!!! Hopin my realisations work for me and I can begin to be strict about dictating about my own life’s path. Peace within.

Nahi bhaee mere mom dad ki anniversary nahi hai….. and meri anniversary bhi bilkul nahi hai… u see I’m still single :P Today infact happens to be the anniversary of a very special day in my life, its special for loads of crazy reasons and I was crazily happy that day. Flashback to 8th August 2006 Woke up to great music in the morning, those days my alarm used to be scheduled at 8 each morning, and I would tune in to 102.6 Take Off and Time Out from 8 to 9am everyday…my cab came at around 9:05am. I dunno what was special but I had a smile stuck to my face the entire time. As if good music in the morning wasn’t enough I got to listen to lovely music in the cab too on the way to college…but then din itna simple bhi nahi tha. Dwarka mein our cab broke down and we had to get down start walking in order to find some bus or something. We were 9 people…Ankuj, Swati, Swati C, Deepali, Neha A, Mansi, Shalein Sir, Rajat and Me. Imagine all of us walking on the road and that’s when we passed these...