Complexities Vs Simplicities ... of the mind!

Thanks you so much Veens for tagging me with such a sweet tag... Love u too :) I'm really happy spreading the Love Chain in blogsville :) The love-link tag. The Love-link Tag is another of those Linky Love game where you only have to tag 10 person in one post but still there is no actual limit (you can tag more if you want!). Once tagged, you have to copy paste the link in this post, and make them grow! Do not delete any of the links and be honest to yourself! Copy paste the link in this post, and make them grow! BennyLiew , RamblingMoo , Mum & Kids In Wonderland , Judelittle , Our mini blogsphere , Rooms in My Heart , http://janiceng.blogspot.com/ , ChinNee , Jo-N , LadyJava's Lounge , Strange but True , Mariuca's Perfume Gallery , Meet Uncle J-Uncle J , Farah , aNgRiAniWoRLd , How’s Life Bout , The Three Heroes , Ceedy , Veena , Vandita and now to spread the word...I tag: Bubbles Tanuj Bonnie Garu Cheri Sam Cm-Chap Akila Wacko Cuckoo Zahid Busy-Writer and everyone el...

First and foremost, a *sigh of relief* that my internet finally worked properly today, hope it doesn't conk off tomorrow. This post is just the reason behind I get incredibly happy for an instant whenever I see a black Avenger anywhere nowadays. {other colors of the same bike have the same effects but a notch less :P} (the 7th random point in my recent tag post) Well Prateek's been really anxious to know :P so I thought I'd put it up here. It's no biggie, just that the guy that I really like owns a black Avenger, only hes kinda far away and I've never actually seen his bike {forget sitting on it :(} so I gratify myself by thinking of him everytime I see one on the road. Of course I get excited and grin like a child coz that's just me. ;) PS: I'm hoping that my internet continues to work, so in that case I'm gonna catch with the whopping number of posts and comments I have pending after my last external practical exam tomorrow. Toodles :)

This is just something i scribbled on my notes at 3:03am this morning... I can handle the distance when you're far away But I can't handle the distance when you're right here! And I notice that I confused quite a few people with my last post and not many of them are clear with my current housing situation and plans for the near future so here's exactly how it is... I live with my parents in a two bedroom flat in Delhi; this house has been screaming for renovation for years now since its a very old construction and we own a lotta clutter...{old stuff belonging to my dad, bro and sis} that we haven't gotten rid of. The past year and a half our new house was getting built, say about an hour and a half {maybe two} from here. It was finally done up and ready to move into in January My bro got married last year in October and my sis in law is coming to India in April end for her exams. We needed to have moved to our new place before she came here, for obvious reasons... a...

For all who don’t know the reason for my sudden sabbatical lemme tell you I can’t quite figure out myself. :-/ As I write this down I’m sittin in our half unpacked house {I haven’t yet gotten to callin it ‘home’, and yes there is a difference} with no access to the internet, no television, pathetic electricity situation and living with an enormous distance from everything I call my life. Sounds bad? It’s worse… I’ve been here since Tuesday night, and there hasn’t been one night that I’ve slept properly without shedding a few silent tears {sometimes more than a few}. You know the scrabble alphabets? Well just picture all of them in a box that has been shaken vigorously and then toppled and emptied…that’s exactly how all of my life’s letters have fallen out of place; each day has become a farrago. I don’t know how to really say how I feel. But if I can put it in words it would be depression from loneliness… Can’t even write further, it’s hard to explain. I only hope this mess called my l...

Yeah yeah don’t look at me like that… what can I do if I had so many tags pending… Jaggu tagged me to write 8 random facts about myself and then later Solitaire and Badshah Khan both tagged me to do 7 random facts so well i'm writing 8 :P here goes : 1. I hate washing my hair with bucket water using the mug, I have to have running water or a shower to wash my hair. 2. I’m very choosy about the food that I eat, and the combinations as well… alu puri khaani hai, not tari waale alu with roti and more of the kind. 3. Am a total stationery freak, love buying new pens and notebooks etc…makes me very happy :). Oh yeah I hate using pen on my books, always use pencil and I freak out if someone else writes using pen on any of my books or fair notebooks. 4. I have no knowledge about any kinda make up {the only thing I use is gloss} and I do not like goin to the parlour. 5. I cannot do the “hum aap” lingo…just not me! 6. I have the tendency to correct {politely of course} grammatical/spell...

This post was typed on my phone earlier in the day, is making its way to my blog now! I got tagged by Solitaire first and later Pri to write 6 random things about the moment that I was living in, I chose 9:20am this morning (12th March 08), so here goes... I'm sitting on the metro floor quite unlike myself...absolutely silent. I wish I didn't have to go to college today. The sky outside is a brilliant color...reminds me of how badly i need a break. It's very irksome that some of my friends are paying no heed to the fact that eatin is not allowed on the train. I might not get my prac attendance after all...the only reason why I literally dragged myself outta bed this morning...life just couldn't get any better! I'm really missin you...I can't deal with this anymore...I need you now. Another lil something I scribbled today... 12th March 08 5:45pm Silent suffering is what I'm goin through... Harder than I thought it would be... The harsh reality is unpalatabl...

Wrote this yesterday in Mango's deathly boring networks lecture... {Mango is what we call our prof. coz his initials are MNG :P}, hope u like it! 10th March 08 1:35pm "Keeping the Faith" The universe conspires against me Tossed around amidst tides of loneliness Groping to hold onto a speck of comfort Struggling to maintain the curve of my smile Calling SOS for my Saviour Hoping to hold on just a lil more There I feel a familiar touch He has arrived, to rescue me Churning in the deepest pits of my stomach, a lump in my throat I know I will live... Live to see the sun, Live to dream again Live to relearn to smile !